Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • lessons learnt


    at the point of accepting this offer
    i did not think long term

    to me, it was just a lifeline
    how cld i not grab?

    but now
    i see how i was putting myself in a mess

    how i am to get out of this mess
    is beyond me


    and it's just a job


Sunday, 15 November 2009

  • Am I lydat too?


    I can sense Ying's exasperation with me.
    I guess she's exasperated because she's worried for me.

    It reminded me of my exasperation over Y.

    Am I lydat too?

    Sorry, I didn't mean to worry anyone.

    I know what I am doing.  But I know I have my blind spots. Plenty of them.
    When I ask my friends for their opinion, it doesn't mean I am making them responsible for my decisions.
    I know very well that my Heart never takes anyone advice but ts own.
    I needed to think aloud, walk through the thinking process with someone, and make myself face all the pros and cons head on.
    With that, I will have courage to move on.  Regardless of the amount of support garnered.

    Very often, there are no right or wrong decisions.  I know.
    We can only hope we are making an informed and well-evaluated one.

    And Good Decisions are seldom popular ones :P

    I love you, my dear friends.
    And I can never say this enough.


  • Giving a Damn


    Someone else expressed amusement over the fact that I am maintaining several online accounts (facebook, blogs etc).

    If it's up to me, everything in Life will be compartmentalized.  Everything in its own place.

    But then, it will be all so boring.

    Thank God for complications!


Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • The credit card promoter and his phone

     

    So, this HSBC credit card promoter was walking towards me.

    Before he could say anything, I blurted, 'I need to borrow your phone!'

    And he agreed. 

    Didn't even bat an eyelid when I told him I need to remove his SIM card and insert mine.

    Done it all nicely for me.

     

     

  • Crush. Crushed

     

    Crushie

    I had a new crushie.

    And I was losing sleep over him.

    Then I tossed and I turned all night.

    And when I got woken, by the noises of the rabbit's digging and the neighbour's drilling this morning ...

    I had my heart back in its rightful place.

     

    Phew!

     

    Not all crushes are sweet.

     

    Crushed

    I am tendering, again.