Sunday, 15 November 2009

  • Am I lydat too?


    I can sense Ying's exasperation with me.
    I guess she's exasperated because she's worried for me.

    It reminded me of my exasperation over Y.

    Am I lydat too?

    Sorry, I didn't mean to worry anyone.

    I know what I am doing.  But I know I have my blind spots. Plenty of them.
    When I ask my friends for their opinion, it doesn't mean I am making them responsible for my decisions.
    I know very well that my Heart never takes anyone advice but itself.

    I just needed to wonder aloud, re-walk through the thinking process with someone, and make myself face all the pros and cons head on.
    With that, I will have courage to move on.  Regardless of the amount of support garnered.

    Very often, there are no right or wrong decisions.  I know.
    We can only hope we are making an informed and well-evaluated one.

    And Good Decisions are seldom popular ones :P

    I love you, my dear friends.
    And I can never say this enough.


  • Giving a Damn


    Someone else expressed amusement over the fact that I am maintaining several online accounts (facebook, blogs etc).

    If it's up to me, everything in Life will be compartmentalized.  Everything in its own place.

    But then, it will be all so boring.

    Thank God for complications!


Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • The credit card promoter and his phone

     

    So, this HSBC credit card promoter was walking towards me.

    Before he could say anything, I blurted, 'I need to borrow your phone!'

    And he agreed. 

    Didn't even bat an eyelid when I told him I need to remove his SIM card and insert mine.

    Done it all nicely for me.

     

     

  • Crush. Crushed

     

    Crushie

    I had a new crushie.

    And I was losing sleep over him.

    Then I tossed and I turned all night.

    And when I got woken, by the noises of the rabbit's digging and the neighbour's drilling this morning ...

    I had my heart back in its rightful place.

     

    Phew!

     

    Not all crushes are sweet.

     

    Crushed

    I am tendering, again.

     

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • 下雨的时候会想你

    ~ 阿杜


    虽然闭上眼睛  比清醒更清醒
    窗外应该飘着雨  此刻应该是黎明
    因为听不到你轻轻呼吸的声音
    只有潮湿的泪, 贴着脸颊和枕头

    天空下起雨的时候我就会想你
    我想你怎么小心翼翼在我生命里
    你不愿在我身边留下任何的痕迹
    因为你说我应该有完整的自己

    天空下起雨的时候我就会想你
    更相信我是活在那些有你的回忆
    明知道世界不会因为我想就下雨
    可是我却不愿放过每一夜的相遇

    虽然闭上眼睛  比清醒更清醒
    窗外应该飘着雨  此刻应该是黎明
    因为听不到你轻轻呼吸的声音
    只有潮湿的泪, 贴着脸颊和枕头



    I am terribly stuck on this song.  Since last week.